Skin shed

Have you ever felt like taking of your skin for being so dirty and contaminated?. well recently i felt that way, like taking a sulphuric acid bath. Heaven is something i don´t believe in but my body feels sin. No, it´s just another self constructed feeling. My skin.....and.....Arghh i just can´t bare it.....such a fucking horrible thing to think about. The touch of anybody else would burn me to ashes, people rotting while moving, trying to suck your vital energy, such a disgusting picture. Im strong in many ways but i can´t aboid getting related. Once again i fall in the same argument.....there are those who shine with their own light...and those who don´t. Appearence is nothing.....thirst is everything.