sábado, noviembre 6

I guess titles are always a problem to me.

Ill be ok...i´ll be ok...i´ll be ok...i´ll be ok...i´ll be ok...You wish!...stop wining!...wake up...wake up...wake up...It´s me isn´t it ?....yeah...that´s you...me i mean in the mirror. Ok....im ok....no more wine 4 today....behave like an adult....but im a kid hahahaha.....no you´r not and you have to behave....well maybe you are right...but............two faces.....im a kid and an adult.....an adult for all the shit that has to be done about life and living....and a kid for the rest.....or ....maybe not.....what the hell.....i don´t care anymore......I AM....that´s all....that´s it....im a real son of a bitch....im reaaaaaly bad....when i want it to be that way........i don´t give a shit about people sometimes and it´s fine by me.....or sometimes i wear a million faces mask depending on who touches my shoulder, cause that´s the way it is.....that´s the way i relate......that´s the way i look into every mother fucker´s soul and judge their thoughts, soul and even the way they move and think of me.But.........sometimes it´s me......really me.....in every single way.....without nothing else to say.....just silence cause there´s nothing else more to process....and i feel happy.......and im alive....and i get rid of my fucking mask....and i fell asleep while im still awake and fly through the universe touching the stars and laughing at the sun.......so natural........so so natural....it reminds me of a juice advertisement.....well......yeah im that way.....so so natural.....i just have to let it out.....let it out......not now cause there´s so many people i really need to get rid off....of ....whatever. My english sucks.....no more words 4 today....i´ll burn your brains......For all the people that REALLY know i care bout them....i send a hug....but not a simple hug....it´s something more.....i send a hug and all my support above....my will, my hope, my love, my strengh, my thoughts and anything you want. So....if you need me....Im on your back.